I think I just murdered it. It's busted. WHY DID I DO THAT? WHY DO YOU HAVE TO ASK ME. I hate the fact that there are people out there who hasn't experienced what you had been through. It's about losing a friend mind you. Another "close" friend I would say but I doubt I am a "close" friend to that person too.

OKAY I RUINED IT. BLAME ME. FLAK INSECURITES.

I wanna be strong and be cuddled into one's arms and that person would hold me tight and make sure i'm alright before letting me venture off to something new. I wanna be that. But I feel so weak, all over. Every day.

It eats me up a little inside.