DANCE 4 FUN

Finally the long awaited weekends are here! This whole week I've been so busy with dance practices that I haven't been doing any work so I'm pretty darn glad that I can finally use the weekends to catch up on my work!
Anyway, I was so indecisive at first about joining d4f because I was scared that it'll take up too much time, and to practice every day for 2 weeks, I need to sacrifice a lot of things. But now I'm proud to say that I'm glad that I joined d4f even though I was a week late. It was so awkward at first I swear. I knew nobody except Hanna and Hai An and Sermin (but we didn't talk much at that time). I tried my best to learn all the steps on Sunday which was my first practice.
But as the days went on, I started opening up to the others and making more friends as I continued practicing. It was no joke. My knees hurt like a bitch and my muscles started to ache after a while. We always practiced till 10 plus and on Thursday, which was the day before the actual performance, we practiced till the security guard had to call us to clear the place.
On the day of the performance, we came to school at 10am and we kept practicing till about 2plus. I was sweating like a cow and my muscles were starting to get tired. Breathless I would say. I really need to start running again to improve my stamina!
Anyway, I've had so much fun throughout and I'm super thankful to the seniors who took time to come down to our practices to clean steps with us and making sure that we perfect it. Even though they yell at us sometimes, I'm sure it's just to make us work harder to put on a great performance and most importantly, to have fun!
I'm also thankful to each and every one on this team! I cannot stop watching the video of the performance and I keep getting goosebumps because it is so amazingggggggggggggggggggggg.

The pinoy way of saying cheese 

Amanda who thought I was from HMS haha qt

Below are the photos taken on the performance day, 3 May, itself!

THIS IS TOFU ACTING COOL. HAHA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST SERMIN!!!! ^^ SO QT

Drew the most perfect eyeliner by myself on that day wheee

With Hanna my dear classmate and of course Ahmad, who photo bombs every photo HAHA

BRAVOSO PRIDE <3

WE SO KOOL LYK THIZ

ANNAAAAAAAA! 

BRAVOSO WITH DA MAKE UP ONZ.

TOFU AGAIN HAHA

COOLEST OLDER SISSY I'VE MET, CHRISTINA <3

FROM BAOC ACTING AS MAIDS TOGETHER TO DANCE4FUN DANCING TOGETHER! Love you Hai An :)

AND I PRESENT YOU TEAM BA. DANCE 4 FUN FAMILY. AWESOME KICK ASS PEOPLE THAT I SPENT THE LAST WEEK WITH <3

TOO VOGUE FOR YOU

With the seniors!

I really like this picture above but I don't know why it's s blur..
I didn't get to take picture with every single one but I do hope there will be an outing soon!
Anyway, I do hope that we will still remember each other even though all these have come to an end and it was such a good ending because we won BEST COSTUME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was already a good affirmation :)
From the tearing of pants (I didn't haha), to sweaty and sticky bodies after practice, to laughing at retarded dance steps, to performing. We've come so far, I will always remember all of these.
And I'm definitely going for auditions again for NRA next year until I get in! Shall find time to go to oschool and start taking classes. Still deciding between street jazz, hip hop or bboy. Anyway I shall end this post with this picture of everyone in a circle and just listening to the seniors talk after the entire show :')

xoxo

Right now

I don't know what I'm gonna achieve in the future nor do I know what I wanna achieve tomorrow.
But at least I have people around me to help me get there :)
Life is good right now. I hope it continues on for the next 3 years because it's gonna be one hell of a roller coaster ride and I love roller coasters whoop.
xx

18th. (27 April 2013)

Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to Janellezzie,
Happy Birthday to me.
WOOOOOOOHOOOOO ^^

Yes I do wish myself happy birthday cuz I love myself but Mark keeps laughing at my instagram caption but at least he says he admires me and cuz #yolo heheh
If you don't know what I'm talking about....
(why am I so shameless....)

And I'm legal!!!! Which actually has its good and bad. I can watch m18 shows woot and also, go and doomzi. But nooooo I'm not so wild. Almost everyone who wished me happy birthday said that even though I'm 18 I shouldn't doomzi all the time... I'm a very good girl okay :) FOR NOW HAHA.

Just wanna say that I'm really blessed and I wanna thank everyone who wished me throughout the day! Twitter, text, whatsapp, screenshot of notes, snapchat and even instagram dedications!!
Anyway yesterday my dearest fattyjie and kat gave me my favourite sunflower and 2 gerberas which were really pretty :')

So thankful for the japalangs cuz we always have lotsa fun and laughter together!
Anyway later on in the evening I celebrated my birthday one day in advance at my grandma's place! So grateful to have my family around even though my parents were working :( But my mum ordered pizzas to have it delivered to my grandparents' place.

Favourite strawberry shortcake!

Pizza Hut's Ocean catch is the bomb!!

Best popo ever <3

Cutie grandparents <3

I am still very embarrassed and I still do not know what to do whenever my family sings the birthday song or when anybody sings it so I smile like a complete retard ha ha ha
Moving onto today which is the actual princess day hehe
I woke up early in the morning to head to school for the re-audition for nra. I must say that I wasn't as tensed up as I was last saturday and I really did enjoy myself during the audition today. I really really wanna get in and it's one of my birthday wish out of the 3 wishes I made. I shall leave it to God!
We made a new friend through auditions today and her name is Jocelin!
Below are the pics taken after auditions whoop

After that I had lunch with Jordy and Sherman before rushing off to service!
Attended first service today and I really liked what was being taught today during svc! I met sually after service and she gave me cupcakes, a card as well as a daisy which is my second favourite type of flower :')

Can't wait to try those 2 cupcakes from PV! My lifegroup then surprised me with a cake outside axis and I felt so loved by them :')

Thank you NP5! Really appreciate each and every one of you. I'll read the card later on! The cake was yummy by the way hehe

I rushed off to town after cutting the cake to meet my bffl, Shiyuan! We have't been hanging out much and finally on my birthday I get to spend it with her!

We ate, shopped around and caught up with each other's life. I'm really glad we met up today!!!!!!!!!! <3 It's the best way to end my day by splurging on myself and also to have such a good company.
To sum up my 18th birthday, I loved it. It wasn't loud, it wasn't grand but it was warm, just the way I like it. First Krajar celebrated, then some of the vball girls followed by my family and lastly my dear bestfriend.

Thank you for all the presents!!! I'm so blessed <3

I have so many TOP posters now I need to build more walls to paste them :'D
And below are presents from myself to myself hehe

Madly in love with my new socks!!!!!!!!!
Shall end off my princess post with some shots of a princess hehe

xoxo!
PS/ I look so cui in some of the photos taken today after the auditions oops :(
PSS/ I really hope to get into NRA T.T
PSSS/ XOXO FOR REAL

BLOOOOOOOD

WARNING: TO THOSE WHO HAS A WEAK HEART AND ARE SCARED OF NEEDLES OR BLOOD, ONE OR TWO PICTURES MAY BE A LITTLE HARD TO TANK. AND SO....

Yesterday I went for blood donations with the twins accompanied by Kailyn! It was my first time going for this and I swear I was super scared because I'm really scared of needles and I can't even imagine seeing my blood flow out.
But I've always wanted to do it ever since PJ had it last year and I totally forgot to bring the form back to let my parents sign it so I missed the chance. And now that np has it too, I told myself I'm not gonna miss it ever again. Anyway Tian couldn't donate because her veins were too small and so Rong and I proceeded with the test of our iron level. Rong passed that but in the end the nurses couldn't find her veins or either that it was too thin and small too, she couldn't donate. So ended up it was just me alone who was gonna donate blood! I was really freaking out but out of 1-10 it was a scary level of 4 to me.
Before donating blood, I had SQTR (Service Quality & Tourism Resorts) tutorial and that room was as cold as the north pole, I was shivering like hell even though I had my cardigan. The nurses even gave me a blanket while I was sitting on that long chair but I was still so cold the nurses kept asking if I was okay. I tried to stop shivering and I felt a little warmer.

Anyway, while the nurse was applying the alcohol on my arm, I told her, "Please don't tell me when you're putting in the needle..."
I kept looking upwards but I could definitely feel the first needle went in which was the anesthesia. It wasn't painful at all but there was this weird tight feeling. After that the nurse waited for awhile for the anesthesia to work before inserting the thicker needle for the blood to come out.
Here's some pics taken by Kailyn hehe (They couldn't stand beside me....)

Why so shiok LOL

Don't know what's wrong with my face.

Pardon my cui face I really felt cui yesterday :(

It's crazy how after she inserted the needle, the bag of blood was already three-quarters full. I think my blood flowed too fast. I was done in less than 10 minutes and before taking out the needle, the nurse told me again, "Want to take picture of the needle?"
I was amazed at the thickness of the needle in my vein but I couldn't feel anything at all.

My hands are feeling a little jelly right now because I feel so disgusted by the thickness of the needle but at the same time so thankful that I couldn't feel a single shit at all :)
After removing the needle the nurse wanted to bandage my arm and she was holding this roll of ugly yellow one so I asked if I could have the bright green bandage instead and she thought I liked the dinosaur print on it. Anyway the green bandage was way cuter hehe.

The nurse let me hold the bag of blood I donated and it was heavy woaaaaah. And throughout the whole donation, the nurses kept talking to me and asking if I was okay because I was so cold to the touch. They gave me water to drink as well. So nice of them :') So glad 1 bag of my blood can save 3 lives!
After getting up and taking the free refreshments, I wanted to walk out of ourspace to my next tutorial class but all of a sudden I felt so dizzy and I totally flopped on the floor. I didn't faint! But my head was so so so so dizzy it never felt so heavy before I can only remember looking at Kailyn's face and trying to keep conscious. I lay down on the floor and I don't even know if I fell asleep or not but many images just came into my mind and when I opened up my eyes I was wondering why am I still in ourspace. It felt so bad so I tried to eat the refreshment that they gave me for free but after a sip of milo, I felt like throwing up so badly..... I've never felt this way my whole life it was as if I'm about to die.

I think the reason why I felt like this was because, it was my first time donating and also, my blood flowed out too fast not enough blood was circulated to my head and that's why I felt so bad. Thank god that twins and Kailyn were there with me because if I was alone, I wouldn't know what to do at all. Tian elevated my head so that I could lie down on her lap while Rong and Kailyn went to buy waffles for me to eat because I had lessons straight after and I've got no time to eat :( the dizzy spells only went away about 20 minutes later and I slowly walked to class afterwards.

My tutor was so nice even though I was really late for tutorial and my classmates also asked if I was okay. I was so pale and I broke out in cold sweat like half the time. I met a quarter of bravoso after school and we went off to get ice cream from ourspace. But it was so sweet I didn't finished it.
We went to find the GLs at LT22 but the crowd made it hard to breathe because it felt so stuffy and my dizzy spells were slowly coming back. I walked off to a drain because my stomach kept churning and churning. Suddenly I became a baby merlion and I puked out all the ice cream I ate and I think the waffle I ate earlier on too. Julian was so nice I remembered he pat my back and hold my hair or something and Van helped me to massage my neck so that I'll feel better. Wanna thank Liyin for her water as well and her constant reminder for me to drink water and she's always asking if I'm okay :') Thank you so much bravoso.

Anyway just wanna encourage everyone to try out blood donating because it doesn't hurt at all and it's really a good thing because think about the 3 lives you could save!!
My mum praised me because she said doing a good deed when my birthday is coming is good.
Okay shall end off here byeeeeeee.