HAH. looks like you found my lonely post.
Well, happy 17th to me? I guess I shouldn't have pushed my family celebration to yesterday. So at least today there'll be something I can look forward to. Cuz everything has been either pushed back or celebrated early. (Which I am grateful of course)
But here I am, on the actual day of my birthday, sitting at home, nowhere to go, no one with me.
Damn y do I suddenly feel so darn pathetic?
I guess that's just how life is at times. I can't possibly be on the high every single time. Moreover, I'm already contemplating if I should go out for dinner with my mum cuz I just don't have that kinda spirit I am supposed to have.
Never have I ever felt this way. How I wished there was hockey today, even though I might faint under the scorching sun and that the chem teacher came today so we would end later. So I would feel busy and occupied and that I wouldn't have time to think if a celebration today was needed anot.
I also didn't see him at all. Not even once. today. How sad. boohoohoo.
I hate complaining, but I just can't help it...
